hari ini 31.12.2011.. hari terakhir untuk tahun ini, 2011 akan melabuhkan tirai penutupnya.. esok nak melangkah ke tahun baru..
terlalu banyak peristiwa, terlalu banyak kenangan yang bakal ditinggalkan untuk tahun ini bagi membuka tirai baru 2012.. agak-agak azam tahun ni dan tahun-tahun lepas da tercapai semua atau belum pun x pasti.. hemmm...untuk tahun depan ni azam nak jadi mommy yg baik untuk baby yg bakal lahir somewhere in end january or early february.. amenn..hopefully kami akan diberikan Tuhan keberkatan dan kesihatan yang baik untuk tahun depan, di murahkan rezeki lagi la hendaknya...
kalau nak imbas balik apa yang berlaku di 2011 ni rasanya 1 buku pun xmuat nak cerita.. apa pun semua yang baik tu boleh la di jadikan pedoman, yang buruk tu dijadikan iktibar untuk hari-hari yang mendatang.. semua orang pasti mengharapkan apa yang terbaik untuk hari seterusnya..
kenangan itu adakalanya kita boleh simpan selamanya, adakalanya ia cuma sementara dan kita akan lupakannya...
antara ceritanya..
6 bulan selepas wedding di kl.. sampai masanya untuk wedding reception di kk pula..macam-macam hal berlaku tapi dengan izin Tuhan segalanya berjalan dengan lancar walau banyak kekurangan tapi sokongan keluarga yang xpernah lekang dari sisi menguatkan segalanya.. thanks a lot my lovely family... xsampai 2 weeks after the reception im back to kl and i receive the goods news.. im been confirmed pregnant, at that time its already 6weeks..really thankful to God for giving such a wonderful gift in our life... but..the goods news come together with unwanted news too.. masa tu da blank xtau nak fikir apa.. the doctor said, i got cyst next to the fetus.. masa tu cyst is around 4cm in size.. i need to check every 2 weeks..control my eating habits and everything..lower abdomen pain also so terrible..according to the doctor, if the cyst is getting bigger i need to go for operation after 3mths but how since im carrying a lil inside.. whatever is it, effect is always there..but when the doctors said sometimes when the baby grow bigger the cyst will dissapear.. and i just hope for the miracle for that..whatever the doctor said, whatever the advice i follow to make sure everything gonna be ok.. i stand lower belly pain for a few weeks, at that time i only take vege and fruits in my meal to avoid more activation of the cyst.. after 12weeks the lower belly pain is slowly dissapear..and i hope its will dissapear forever.. at 15weeks i have appointment with O&G specialist to confirmed either need to go for operation or not.. huh.. debaran sungguh masa tu.. waiting..checking..scanning...consultation..checking..& results... fuhhhh.. they said the baby is getting bigger than the actual weeks..at first they cannot find where the cyst go..rupanya cyst tu lari pg belakang baby.. but the the doctor said the cyst have no growth at all so no need to go for operation, lagi pun operation will harm the baby since the baby is too bigger for 15weeks.. the only advice is when there is a pain, directly see the doctor... and Thanks God until now its already 35weeks and everything getting normal and smoothly..that is the miracle i hoping for for the rest of my life..God is always Good...
harap-harap semuanya ok sampai delivery.. xsabar nak jumpa baby..
bukan senang rupanya nak jadi seorang 'mommy'..carrying a baby inside is tough enough.. and i really respect my mom for that..dia mampu untuk memberikan kehidupan for her twelve children without any rungutan..sebab tu bila tengok orang marah mak dia, xhormat mak, xnak jaga mak, tinggikan suara dengan mak..saya memang tersentuh..setakat ni our siblings xpernah lagi melawan mak, tinggikan suara dengan mak..
and we really grateful for having our Mommy..
Thanks Mom.. we really love you..
its almost 10am.. by baby is keep kicking inside, maybe looking for some foods.. rupanya mommy dia belum breakfast lagi.. sorry baby, mommy is going to having breakfast now...
til here for now.. continue soon...
God is always God, believe on Him and u'll get the miracle.
~~miz adeqzLa~~
