cEriTa sEkEpinG haTi

Hati..

siapa yang tau isi hatinya..

siapa yang dapat selami apa kata hatinya..

siapa yang dapat merungkai segala rahsia hatinya..

apa yang orang nampak senang itu hanya di luaran.. tiada siapa yang tahu andai ia sedang menempuh jalan yang paling sukar..

siapa yang sedar...

siapa tahu andainya di sebalik senyum manisnya.. di sebalik tawa rianya tersembunyi seribu kepahitan..sejuta kedukaan yang sukar dirungkaikan..

siapa pun takkan sedar.. dari gerak langkahnya.. dari lincah gayanya, tersembunyi seribu satu macam rahsia yang tak pernah di lerai, rahsia yang tersimpul erat, tersimpan rapi..

dalam satu gurauan, dalam gelak tawanya.. siapa yang sedar gurauan itu mengoyak luka lamanya.. siapa yang tahu jika tawanya itu adalah luapan hati yang sedang terluka..berdarah walau tak kelihatan..

siapa yang tahu andai senyum manisnya itu adalah untuk menutup jiwa yang sedang bergoncang, berkocak..melindungi kegelisahan diri..

tak siapa yang sedar..

apa yang orang tahu..jika dia diam merenung kertas..

menatap meja mengadap kerja yang menimbun.. apa yang orang fikir..

siapa tahu.. hati itu..

disana tersembunyi sebuah hati yang terluka..

why doesn't anyone believe in loneliness..

~~~miz aDeqLa~~~

Miss my h0mE..

its already 12.20 midnite..
and i still stay awake, keep looking at my family photo..
i miss them so much.. its only 3mths after my last visit but the feeling like its long time never see them..
i call them everyday but its never same when we sit together, share all the feeling, chatting and laugh..having the meal together..its really wonderful..sweet.. i dunno wt the best words to describe the feeling..cant express.. only a heart know..
rindu dgn kenakalan my little princess at home, rindu dgn kecomelan c kecik baby boy..
teringat keletah mereka.. its so sweet, bila tgk pic msti rasa nak gelak..

tgk la tu.. comel sgt2.. they owez cheer us..make us smile, its owez happening when theyre around..

huh!! really miss them..

love and miss them..

the sweet of mine..

MISS BOTH OF U SO MUCH

Mmuahhhhxxx...

its so bored

just a few days only my da sista left and going back to kk, its feel empty..

its its almost a month i never log to my blog..hmmm..

last week on sunday we go to Genting.. just bawa my sista2 jalan2 enjoy2.. mmg enjoy..

 just 4 of us..nobody believe if we saying that we are siblings.. hahhaa, totally different

the best things is, kitorg pg during fasting month, not many people there, we finish all the game in just 3 and half hours only.. some people speak chinese to us, some said 'konichiwa' and some asking if we are foreigners from taiwan or korea.. hahhaa..there the chinese, jepun and korea be together.. wawawaaa..

dalam ceta best tetap ada yg xbest.. Genting is not on the plan.. we should go jalan2 shopping at k only but last minute we decide to go.. pg kl sentral to buy the ticket but sold out.. one of the driver teksi offer to send us wt charges rm30 per head then at last he said rm100 for a teksi coz u all pretty.. wen we look at the 'gatal' face and he start to 'kacau' my sister we move over from there to plan or other things.. look at my sisters face, pity them if planning to genting cancelled, so other alternative go to gombak lrt station to look if there got ticket to genting..

yess luck on our side, we get the ticket on 11 o'clock and return at 7.15pm..

the time is enough for us since genting is not crowded as normal sunday..  so, we enjoyyyy..

~~~miz aDeqLa~~~